Uh-huh. [She blinks a few times, completely unaware that she usually has more of a filter than this.] That's why I told you I'm worried about not being good enough. Because I wasn't... [Stares at nothing for a second.] Wasn't being a proper lady yet, so I had to learn, I thought. Because I made some mistakes, and that lady asked why there was a commoner here, and her daughter was really pretty and I couldn't measure up if I wanted to, an', an' Ougai-san's aunt got mad at me for existing and called me a little girl.

So I thought I just had to get better. But Felix-san says it happens to him all the time too, and he's an actual noble and everything.